Anxiety

Please forgive my boasting about sobriety yesterday, but my life is so much better as a sober girl! It does help the critical thinking. I don’t know why I felt that I needed to share that with you all anyway, but I do so much adore the online group therapy. Everyone is so nice here, and I thank you all for the support!

Today’s post about anxiety is to explain the reason behind the past drinking, and it was to help my social anxiety that tends to be very acute. It’s strange because my current treatment of constant social awareness seems to be helping me to finally grow out of the anxiety. It still can be annoying though, and I do have to take medication for my depression and anxiety anyway. Life is a healing adventure, day by day. Social media just makes it more challenging.

Thank you all for reading these confessions and explanations, and I hope that this might even help somebody. I don’t even try not to be a completely first-person, narcissistic rambler, so your forbearance is most appreciated. Perhaps my personal relationship with Jesus Christ will get me through all of this trying life on Planet Earth. I hope so! In the meantime, I’m thinking of bringing tomatoes and cucumbers for my Independence Day celebration with family on Sunday. This will be so much simpler to make than Lemon Ice-Box Pie, that was my first idea. Takin’ it easy; hope y’all do, too!

#Peace #Vinegar #Oil #Salad #Holiday #Family #Celebration #IndependenceDay #IcedTea #Summer #Fun

2 thoughts on “Anxiety

  1. πŸ’œ NEVER!!! The Substance EveryOne; just THE MOOD!!! for example I Drink Red Wine ALL Day…once in a while I EXPLODE!!! and ALL Hell Breaks Loose Here on Earth that Some Name Gaia; then I Calm Down and Reflect, in Short I AM Generally in a Good Mood

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      ON COMING OUT OF THE MENTAL HEALTH ILLNESS AND MENTALLY ILL CLOSET

      ♀ What’s Funny EveryOne is that The 3DLife I Consciously Planned with Rigid, Inflexible Planning via Conscious THINKING!!! from My Conventional Education left Me Miserable with MMHI (Multiple Mental Health Issues) from My Abusive, Brutal, Conditioned UpBringing that Have Been Diagnosed, Treated and Stabilised; these MMHI Being:

      ♀ Anti-Social DisOrder
      ♀ Anxiety
      ♀ Autism
      ♀ Avoidance DisOrder
      ♀ Bipolar
      ♀ Delusion
      ♀ Depression
      ♀ Euphoria
      ♀ Manic Depression
      ♀ Moodiness
      ♀ Multiple Personality DisOrder
      ♀ Narcissism
      ♀ Neuroticism
      ♀ OCD (Occupational Compulsive DisOrder)
      ♀ Paranoia
      ♀ Schizophrenia

      …then SomeThing Wonderful Occurred EveryOne; it was My CHOICE!!! to Partially Dispense (50%) with Conscious (5%) Conventional Education as a Means to CHOOSE!!! and DECIDE!!! and Turn to SubConscious (95%) Energetic Education with Fluid, Flexible Planning…so NOW!!! I AM as Happy as Larry; that’s NOT!!! To Say that I NEVER!!! Experience Negative THINKING!!! and Adverse Emotions like Rage and Grief…it is To Say that I Cope Much Better NOW!!! Enjoying The 95% Cool and Handling The 5% Crap with Grace and Aplomb; it’s My Sincere Hope that it is or WILL BE!!! The Same For YOU!!! NOW!!! or One Day In Spite of The STIGMA!!! ‘Normal’ People Associate with ‘Mad, Crazy, InSane (InSide Sanity)’ People…

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      ON SUCCESS CLASS 101 AND RAINBOWS

      β—‡ – Diamond Hard – β—‡

      β™‘ Only YOU!!! Decide what Successful Means to YOU!!!
      ♀ How YOU!!! Succeed is Entirely Up to YOU!!!
      ♧ Clubbing – If Others Belittle YOUR!!! Successes YOU!!! ARE PERFECTLY ENTITLED!!! and Welcome to Tell THEM!!! to VERY KINDLY FUCK OFF!!! – Clubbing

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      ON HAIKU

      β™‘ Hurting and Healing

      Pain is No Big Deal
      Let Pain Rest
      Let Pain Heal

      nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit 🀭🀫🀐

      …β™‘β™‘β™‘…

      ON HAIKU

      β—‡ Parenting

      If I Think I is Mad
      It is because of
      My Mom and Dad

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      ON HAIKU

      ♀ Painful

      WithOut Pain
      There is NO!!! Gain
      Sunshine and Rain

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      …♀♀♀…

      ON HAIKU

      ♀ Wordy Expression

      Words said cannot be unsaid
      Words heard cannot be unheard
      Words read cannot be unread

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      …♀♀♀…

      ON RESTING, RECOVERY, REFRESHING, RESETTING, RELEARNING AND RENEWING

      β™‘ If We SEEK!!! Solutions rather than FOCUSSING!!! On Illusory PROBLEMS!!! Amazing Things Happen; it’s OK To Rest, actually it’s ESSENTIAL!!! to Rest EveryOne, that’s The Only Way We Heal by AdmittingΒ  Acknowledging and Addressing Our MMHI (Multiple Mental Health Issues) thereby Remaining Happily IMMORTAL!!!

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      ON HAIKU

      πŸ’œ Hunger and Thirst

      I AM Human
      Yet NOT!!! Humane
      My Atrocities ARE So Many To Name

      nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit 🀭🀫🀐

      … πŸ’›πŸ’šπŸ’™…

      ON SELF LOVE

      β—‡ – Diamond Hard – β—‡

      β—‡ “I AM Me; if YOU!!! Don’t Like Me then YOU!!! ARE Very Welcome to KINDLY FUCK OFF!!!” ~ Anon, http://www.ericberne.com

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